... well at least not yet.

Sorry for my inactivity. I've been super busy lately with homework, exams, other crap for the past month or so.

I'm all done school now though, yay! But.. I'm planning on going to florida with my boyfriend from may 6th until the 22nd and then from the 23rd till the 25th going to Anime North. I'm quite exicted about all of that!

Anyways, just wanted to let you guys know that I am still around. Going though my 932 messages I got over the time that I was slacking

Oh, and check out my new poll!

So, we have to make a confession for *RawEm0tion's 10th quest.

I ask first that you don't judge me, just read what I have to say.

The end of september the love of my life broke up with me after dating for 2 years. It crushed me and it took me a really long time to recover from that heart break.

I did meet someone new though, and he taught me that it was ok to let someone else close to you; it was ok to fall and get back up. It was ok to feel that hurt and pain because eventually it would get better.

We've been dating for almost 4 months now; and in those four months we have moved fast, yes, but I know deep down what I feel for him is real.

Now, the whole time I've still been talking to my ex since we've known each other our whole lives. I've told him everything about my new relationship; the ups and the downs. I helped him get back on his feet when his new gf dumped him.

We've been hanging out a lot the past month or two and my feelings for him have started to arise again. There have been a couple times where I would be sitting next to him and wanting to kiss him.

He's sent me suggestive text messages and I sometimes go along with them. This weekend his parents are going out of town and he's invitied me to sleep over for the weekend and, well, bascially have sex... a lot.

I feel horrible and stupid because I'm actually considering going.

My relationship I have right now with my boyfriend is wonderful and I'm actually really happy with him. We've only been dating for a short time but he's already told me that if he lasted long enough he could see himself getting married to me and having kids with me, ect. He also told me last night that he has a dream that I was his soul mate.

I'm at a cross roads right now and I don't know what path to take. Do you go back out with my ex and break up with my boyfriend I have now.

or

Do I try and continue to push aside the feelings I have for my ex right now and keep working on the relationship that me and my boyfriend are building together right now?

...

help?

Yup, today marks my second year here at DA.

It's been fun. I've met a lot of new people, grown as a person and an artist (hopefully, haha) and made some pretty good memories.
There has been drama, some tears here and there, but mostly it's been good.

Anyways, lets see what I've been able to accomplish over the past two years shall we?

mylovestory has 15,652 pageviews total and her 82 deviations were viewed 11,152 times. She watches 328 people, while 181 people watch her.

Overall, her deviations received 999 comments and were added to deviants' favourites 774 times, while she commented 5,903 times, making about 8.08 comments per day since she joined DA. This means that she gave 59 comments for every 10 that she received.

Her deviation with the most comments is A Midnight Kiss Goodbye with 162 comments, and it is also her most favourited, with 170 favourites. Her most viewed deviation is A Midnight Kiss Goodbye with 1,677 views.

8 favourites were given for every 10 comments.

Every 8.9 days she uploads a new deviation, and it's usually on a Friday, with 18 (22%) of her deviations.

Her busiest month was May 2006 with 9 (11%) of her deviations.

The majority of her deviations are uploaded to the Manga/Anime gallery (46), while her favourite category was Traditional Media > Drawings with 31 deviations.

Comments per deviation: 12.18
Favourites per deviation: 9.43
Views per deviation: 136
Comments per day: 1.36
Favourites per day: 1.06
Views per day: 15.28
Pageviews per day: 21.44

Not to bad at all.

I just want to say thanks to all of the people who have supported me here over the past two years. If it wasn't for you guys I wouldn't have stayed here as long as I have. You guys make logining in here worth it I love you all

Haha, I know I'm putting this up a little late, but hey, whatever.

*Make a journal. The journal should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

*If you wish for real-life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where someone could get in touch with you.


~STEP TWO~
*Surf around your friends list (or friends friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

*If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

*You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

*There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.



1) Rebecca (drawing)
2) Something to do with water (drawing)
3) Something to do with moon/stars (drawing)
4) Sailor Moon (drawing)
5) Ceres (drawing)
6) Full Moon (drawing)
7) Anything cute :3
8) A new cell phone with Rogers (this will never happen. bell owns my soul )
9) Anything you can think of that I might like!
10) Buy me anything from my wishlist (haha, i doubt it )

First off, I want to plug my friends (*sugerT) RPG fourm!
I just joined and it seems like a fun place to be! :3
So if you're interested please go and look at her journal
Or you can just go right right there. It's called Alter Ego

Ok, now on to the secret santa! :3

This is for ~EveryonesSecretSanta, so this is for the person who gets me!
I'd like you to please draw Rebecca Rimmer or myself.

Rebecca
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A lot of people have drew her with different jewerly, ect and I don't mind if you do that either. Have fun and be creative! Just make sure it looks like her still

Me (mylovestory)
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Also, I have blonde hair, even though in some pictures I take it looks more red. I also have blue eyes. Some people have been giving me green or brown
I don't really care what you choose to dress me in. Just be aware that my favorite colour is pink.
And no, you do not have to draw the guy in the pictures with me. Just me :3

Thanks!