I was thinking... I hope that.. this may help in some small way... if not today, perhaps when you're ready to heal..

you have two options in a situation as this:

1) You let Dustin defeat you: You give him your power by crying, dwelling and moping around. By wondering 'what if...' or 'if only...'

or

2) You defeat Dustin: By realizing how great of person you are. By accepting that this wasn't meant to be. By accepting that you can't do anything to change this. By knowing that this, too, will pass. By realizing he's not spending his time crying about you, or worrying about you or caring about you, like you do about him.

There's a point in time you will be okay again. And it's going to be up to you to decide when that time will be. the more time you spend upset and lonely, the more you give up moments of happiness. This is your first true heartbreak, but it won't be your last. This I can guarantee. Learn to accept. And when you do. You'll feel so much better kiddo. And the sooner you learn this in life, the better off you'll be later on down the road when you come across situations like this again...it may sound like a load of nonsense. but if you think about it... it can help.

All I ask is that, you don't live with anger. Or hatred. Or self loathing. You haven't done anything wrong. And there is no reason to hate yourself. And there is no real reason to hate Dustin or be angry with him.

Acceptance is key... think about it ♥