So, we have to make a confession for *
RawEm0tion's 10th quest.
I ask first that you don't judge me, just read what I have to say.
The end of september the love of my life broke up with me after dating for 2 years. It crushed me and it took me a really long time to recover from that heart break.
I did meet someone new though, and he taught me that it was ok to let someone else close to you; it was ok to fall and get back up. It was ok to feel that hurt and pain because eventually it would get better.
We've been dating for almost 4 months now; and in those four months we have moved fast, yes, but I know deep down what I feel for him is real.
Now, the whole time I've still been talking to my ex since we've known each other our whole lives. I've told him everything about my new relationship; the ups and the downs. I helped him get back on his feet when his new girlfriend dumped him.
We've been hanging out a lot the past month or two and my feelings for him have started to arise again. There have been a couple times where I would be sitting next to him and wanting to kiss him.
He's sent me suggestive text messages and I sometimes go along with them. This weekend his parents are going out of town and he's invitied me to sleep over for the weekend and, well, bascially have sex... a lot.
I feel horrible and stupid because I'm actually considering going.
My relationship I have right now with my boyfriend is wonderful and I'm actually really happy with him. We've only been dating for a short time but he's already told me that if he lasted long enough he could see himself getting married to me and having kids with me, ect. He also told me last night that he has a dream that I was his soul mate.
I'm at a cross roads right now and I don't know what path to take. Do you go back out with my ex and break up with my boyfriend I have now.
or
Do I try and continue to push aside the feelings I have for my ex right now and keep working on the relationship that me and my boyfriend are building together right now?
...
help?
Edit: I didn't end up going. Thanks guys
Quest #10 - Confession 
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You're going to regret it. You guys may love each other, but if he broke up with you, then there has to be a reason. I think he'll have sex, ask you out again, then you'll feel bad about the boyfriend you have now, break up with him and then he feel bad.
Just don't go back. Every girl that I know how has gone back to the guy that they liked has regretted it. If he loved you, he wouldn't have broken up with you in the first place.
Then again, this is just my opinion. Go with what your heart tells you to.
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I'll probably end up staying with my boyfriend because he can offer me a lot more, and you're right my ex did break up with me for a reason and who knows, if we get back together if it'll happen again.
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I just don't want you to get hurt again if you do back out with him.
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